The hard mode is literally unplayable, and not because it's hard but because the hands you get dealth is literally impossible. Anyone else have this issue?

I think I’m severely addicted to it. I can easily spend hours and hours playing Solitaire, knowing that I’m wasting my precious time. I have so many others things to do but I’m not motivated most of the time. I’m sure I’ll post this and open Solitaire just out of habit. I just can’t stop and I’m hating myself for it. The worst part is, I’m 31, have submitted my PhD thesis, waiting for my defence (in my university, it takes more than 6 months for a defence to be arranged). I’m looking for employment but there aren’t any vacancies. I’m perpetually lost.