inferior
/ĭn-fîr′ē-ər/
adjective
- Low or lower in order, degree, or rank. Captain is an inferior rank to major.
- Low or lower in quality, value, or estimation. inferior craft; felt inferior to his older sibling.
- Second-rate; poor. an inferior translation.
an intense feeling of inferiority
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Is it okay to call someone an "inferior" in official setting? For example, we often say that the boss is our superior. So if a person's working under me, can I call them "an inferior" or "my inferior"?
This isn't about feeling inferior or self-hate.
This is about being OBJECTIVELY inferior to others. You don't just feel inferior, you ARE indeed inferior by objective, factual standards. You REALLY have below average IQ, grades, and you are indeed out-of-shape, unsociable, etc.
While this is NOT me, what you can do to improve yourself if you are objectively inferior to others and your self-hate is the actual, objective truth rather than just a horrible feeling?
I am inferior to other people and I know it. I am slower at cognitive functions (it takes me more time to realize something/articulate thoughts/react to something). Sometimes realization comes hours later, when other people need only minutes or seconds. In addition, I am slower at work and I am incredibly clumsy.
People often say about me that I look like the light is on but nobody's home. I often make silly mistakes and have to double check on everything I do. And others notice these weaknesses of mine (they are very noticeable). They often make comments about my lower intelligence and sometimes make fun of me. And I can't even get mad at them for it because they're right. I make many more mistakes than others and take my goddamned time to do something right. When people get angry at me or put me down, it's never without good reason. And I have no one to blame me but myself.
I work a manual part time job. I've been there for two years and I'm still not getting better at it. To be honest, I'm pretty bad at it. However, I haven't finished the university (not even the fourth attempt) so I can't be picky about jobs. It's a miracle I've got one in the first place.
The worst thing is there is nothing that can be done about low intelligence. Once you're born with it, you stay like that for the rest of your life. I get angry at myself for it. I am angry most of the time. I cope by playing video games. I dedicate them all of my free time. When I'm not at work, I shut myself in my room to at least temporarily forget about my inferiority. I know it's not a solution. But if I weren't addicted to video games, I would be addicted to something else, alcohol or drugs. Or I would end myself.
This is not inferiority complex. The inferiority is real. I am worse than other people. The question is: How do you cope with knowing that you are worse than others? Without all the hatred, without addictions? How do you cope with people judging you for your weaknesses? Can you make friends knowing you will never be equals?