Honest opinions?

I want to release my songs with my own singing voice. However although I am usually a decent singer in terms of amdram and on stage and in pubs, my singing in recording is not great. I get choked up and my recordings sound cringe. For starters I don't have great recording equipment. No matter what editing I do in Bandlab, when i record songs, it just sounds awful to me (I'm using my phone to record, my mic is even worse). It could be I'm my own worse critic but I'm worried I'll ruin my own songs with my own voice.

So I thought about voice cloning but both Weights and Jammable, I dunno, just sounds so.....fake....I can tell so easily its not really me. Its my voice but something is off. Someone suggested I try Kits which is way more expensive. Does Kits really sound realistic? It looks more expensive than Jammable and Weights but I worry I don't wanna spend a fortune on Kits and then find out it still sounds so obviously fake. My friends and family I wanna share my songs with I don't want it to be too obvious its not me really singing it. How is people's experience with voice cloning from Kits?

sign out of the account that ran out of conversion minutes
sign into kits.ai with a google account (its easier) [IT NEEDS TO NOT HAVE BEEN USED WITH KITS.AI BEFORE IF YOU WANT THE 15 CONVERSION MINUTES]
and uh thats it really
when the conversion minutes run out on that one just repeat the same steps