There are five theories about what dreams mean in psychology. Two of them seem relevant here. The psychoanalytic view - which, I should point out, has no evidence behind it - says that our dreams are a way for your subconscious to send you messages about desires and fears that you can't admit to in real life. In your case, perhaps a desire to be male. However, this same view suggests that dream messages often use symbols in their meanings, so it could be something more subtle, like a fear of your sexuality, or a desire to be confident and aggressive and free of female restrictions. The cognitive appraisal threat simulation theory says that our brains are testing out scenarios in harmless ways - often used to explain nightmares. Sometimes these scenarios are realistic, but often they're disturbing (I had a dream that I was having sex with my mother... I had a dream that I was taking a test and didn't know any of the answers and I'm thirty years old... And so on). In this theory, your dreams aren't really important, but your brain might be trying to figure out whether your gender makes a difference. The other three theories are all different, but come down to 'they don't mean anything important'. One says that it's your brain's way of recording the day's events into long term memory - but since it's doing so at a very accelerated pace, it often mixes multiple events together into nonsensical dreams. There's evidence that this could be true, because our dreams usually involve people and things we interact with - farmers have more dreams about farm animals, for example. This theory would explain your dreams as you having a lot of interaction with men on a daily basis. EDIT: Mixed up the name of one theory, sorry. More on reddit.com

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Hmm… Hmmmm… hmmmm… 🙂 Can you seek opportunity outside of your current group? Have you ever considered online play? My thoughts are these: Wether you play or don’t play in that campaign those players are going to be locked up in it. They’re not your audience for the time being regardless. So why not just play in it? And seek players for your thing elsewhere! More on reddit.com